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Monday, December 5, 2011

Weekly Music Discovery [#9]

1. It Will Rain by Bruno Mars
I really like this song, not only because its on the Breaking Dawn soundtrack but also because I'm a fan of Bruno Mars! I really enjoy his music. 

2. A Thousand Years by Christina Perri
I know, another song off the Breaking Dawn soundtrack. But what can I say! I'm also a fan of Christina Perri! She writes some pretty amazing songs!

3. I Like It Like That by Hot Chelle Rae
 This is just a fun song! And I love Hot Chelle Rae!

4. Mr. Know It All by Kelly Clarkson 
I really like this song. And lets face it, we all have those friends that think they know it all. Lol.  

Monday, November 28, 2011

Weekly Music Discovery [#8]

I havent done one of these in like almost 3 months! Guess I got some interesting music to catch up on! Lol.

1. Stereo Hearts (Feat. Adam Levine) by Gym Class Heroes
I absolutely love this song right now! I can't get enough of it! First of all, I've been a fan of Gym Class Heroes Since Cupid's Chokehold so I was excited when new music came out from them. I'm also a big fan of Maroon 5 and Adam Levine! So I was even more excited when I found out this song has him in it!!!!

2. Moves Like Jagger (feat. Christina Aguilera) by Maroon 5
EEEPPPPP!!!! Another song I'm absolutely in love with right now!!!! It's such a fun song to sing along with and dance to! Not to mention Adam looks freakin HOT in this video without his shirt on!!!!! EEEEPPP!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3

3. Crawling Back To You by Daughtry
I actually just discovered this song today when I was listening to LMFAO on Youtube. It showed up in an advertisement before my video played and I thought hey, I like Daughtry! I'm gonna have to look this song up after I finish watching this video! I only had to listen to this song once to completely fall in love with it! 

4. For The First Time by The Script
I absolutely love The Script. They write such amazing songs and this one is no exception! This is one of my fave songs by The Script!

5. Dear Agony by Breaking Benjamin
I've been a fan of Breaking Benjamin for like 3 or so years now and idk what else to say beside I love this song! Yeah, its kinda depressing but songs like this fit me. People have always known me as the girl who plays her rock music too loud and what can I say. Breaking Benjamin has always been a part of my rock mix. They are an awesome band!

Monday, November 14, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #30

Day #30 - Your favorite song at this time last year

Like A G6 by Far East Movement

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Holidays & Cocoa!!!

So we're getting into the holidays. And along with Thanksgiving and Christmas comes Colder Weather. You know what that means! Its time for those cute little holiday mugs and Cocoa! That makes me very excited. So excited that this deserved its own post.

COCOA!!!! In this pic theres Chocolate Caramel Cocoa and Chocolate Mint Cocoa. In the mug is the Chocolate Caramel. Yum. And guess what those marshmallows in it are, Vanilla flavored!!!! AND they are shaped like Snowman! And isnt that a cute Christmas mug? I also have Dark Chocolate Cocoa but its not pictured.

Same mug. Yes I know. But in this one I have Chocolate Mint Cocoa! Yummy! and plus I thought this was a great pic.

Kitty Loves Books!

So I dont wanna post this on my book blog and take up lots of room for book post so I'll post this here!

Kitty (her name is Spanky) like seriously has OCD with knocking my books over. I'll put them in neat little stacks and she just knocks them over and rolls around in them. Lol. Yes, shes totally about to knock Catching Fire off the bed in this pic.

Lol.

Awwww. I think she wants to read Halo.

Kitty loves City of Bones by Cassandra Clare!

Kitty is reading Clockwork Angel by Cassandra Clare. Lol. How cute!

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #29

Day #29 - A song from your childhood

Independence Day by Martina McBride
Do you guys know how old this song is? This came out in 1994, 1993 if you listened to it on her album before it was released as a single. You guys, I was born in 1993. I grew up listening to country so I grew up listening to this song. So its DEFINITELY a song from my childhood.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #27 & #28

Day #27 - A song that you wish you could play

If This Was A Movie by Taylor Swift
I'm a sucker for a Taylor Swift song. I have almost every song from all of her albums. I actually wish I could play a lot of her songs. 

Day #28 - A song that makes you feel guilty

Careless Whisper by Seether
Idk what it is with this song but it makes me feel so damn guilty!

Thursday, November 10, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #24, #25 & #26

Day #24 - A song that you want to play at your funeral

Honestly, I dont know what I'd want to play at my funeral. 

Day #25 - A song that makes you laugh

Sexy And I Know It by LMFAO
I dont think I have to explain just why this song makes me laugh. 

Day #26 - A song that you can play on an instrument

Plain and Simple, I cant play any instruments. So there's no answer to this. Lol.

Monday, November 7, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #23

Day #23 - A song that you want to play at your wedding

Two Is Better Than One (feat. Taylor Swift) by Boys Like Girls
"Maybe it's true, I can't live without you. Maybe two is better than one"

Sunday, November 6, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #22

Day #22 - A song that you listen to when you're sad

Back To December by Taylor Swift
"It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you"

Saturday, November 5, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #21

Day #21 - A song that you listen to when you're happy

Love You Like A Love Song by Selena Gomez & The Scene
Don't ask why but I like listening to this song when I'm in a really good mood. Lol.

Friday, November 4, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #20

Day #20 - A song that you listen to when you're angry

Love The Way You Lie (feat. Rihanna) by Eminem
What can I say, me and Eminem get along real well when I'm pissed. I know all the lyrics to this along with a bunch of his other songs.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #19

Day #19 - A song from your favorite album

This War Is Ours (The Guillotine Part II) by Escape The Fate
So the album this is off of is This War Is Ours. Obviously you guys can tell I have intense addiction to Escape The Fate. I mean I actually have a few fave albums, including Fever, The Poison & Scream Aim Fire by Bullet For My Valentine. And Dying Is Your Latest Fashion by Escape The Fate. But yeah, the songs from this album have definitely got the most listening to for a while, especially lately. :D

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #18

Day #18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio

Check Yes Juliet by We The Kings
I love this song but its a rare occurrence if it even occurs at all that I hear it. :(

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #16 & #17

Day #16 - A song that you used to love but now hate

My Boo by Usher & Alicia Keys
Idk what made me dislike this song so much but now I hate it. I really used to like it but idk, I think all the depressive things that have happened over the past 4 years made me hate it. 

Day #17 - A song that you hear often on the radio

Super Bass by Nicki Minaj


Sunday, October 30, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #15

Day #15 - A song that describes you

Something by Escape The Fate
STORY OF MY LIFE! Literally, this is the past 4 years for me in a song. And yet even today it still describes me. Oy....

Saturday, October 29, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #14

Day #14 - A song that no one would expect you to love

Walk by Pantera
 I must admit I love shocking people when they find out I like Pantera! Like seriously, NO ONE besides like 2 guys know I like Pantera. And those guys are the ones who got me into listening to Pantera. Lol. I actually just introduced my bestie Marissa to them just last night. We were just driving around and I put my rock/metal mix cd on and this song came on. We found out that despite my crappy speakers and sound system in my car no matter how loud we blast Pantera it still sounds good. Definitely a win for me. :D

Friday, October 28, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #13

Day #13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure

Not Good Enough For Truth and Cliche by Escape The Fate
Ok, in general Escape The Fate is my guilty pleasure! I love Escape The Fate (yes even without Ronnie, Personally I think he's just as good in Falling In Reverse)! My fave song from Escape The Fate is kind of tied between Something and You Are So Beautiful right now, but idk what it is about this one particular song I just love it! Ya sure, its not my fave song from the band but yet I cant stop listening to it. Lol. 

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #12

Day #12 - A song from a band you hate

Sorry. I cant think of a song from a band I hate because there's not much that I actually hate. :/

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #11

Day #11 - A song from your favorite band

Tears Don't Fall by Bullet For My Valentine
I love Bullet For My Valentine! And Tears Don't Fall is one of my absolute favorite songs from them. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #10

Day #10 - A song that makes you fall asleep

Sorry people, I dont really have a song that puts me to sleep. Last I knew, all my rock & metal music was meant to keep you awake. Lol. 

Monday, October 24, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #9

Day #9 - A song that you can dance to

Rain Over Me (feat. Marc Anthony) by Pitbull
I'm not saying how I dance to this song but I do. I love it!!!!! :D

Sunday, October 23, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #8

Day #8 - A song that you know all the words to

Appreciation and The Bomb by The Spill Canvas
 What can I say, I know this song by heart. and it says my name in it!!! Lol. My friend Melanie introduced me to The Spill Canvas one day when she picked me up for school last year. This is the first song by The Spill Canvas I actually liked. Thanks Mel! :)

Saturday, October 22, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #7

Day #7 - A song that reminds you of a certain event

By The Way by Theory Of A Deadman
This song reminds me of my last breakup... Nuff said...

Friday, October 21, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #6

Day #6 - A song that reminds you of somewhere

Amavolovolo
So this song is called Amavolovolo. Hehehe. So we did this song during my junior year in choir. So we did it for a festival that I really don't feel the name of looking up the spelling to. But anyways. So, one of the Clinicians I think they were called (idk, I really cant remember specific words for some reasons) was trying to get us to dance to this song. OMG! We were so FUCKING bad. Like seriously. I mean watch that choir in the video. They are probably like at least 3 times as better as my choir was at dancing to it. Lol. But every time I listen to this song now I think about that day (and the school we were at) and even though we sucked like massively at dancing I still remember how much fun it was and how great of a day that was for me. 

Thursday, October 20, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #5

Day #5 - A song that reminds you of someone

Well. This is kinda hard because there are multiple songs that remind me of multiple people. So I cant exactly choose one. So... This is gonna have like 4 different answers. Lol.

Arms by Christina Perri
So this song reminds me of Josh. And he knows it. So nothings being spilled about that. But yeah... This song really reminds me of him. :) <3

Drop It Low by Ester Dean
So this is mine and Mariahs song (Just so everyones clear ahead of time... Shay, Marissa & Mariah are my besties). Like everytime we're hanging out and we listen to this song its like we have to drop everything and dance to it. Bahahaha! This song is addicting. Everytime I listen to it I think of Mariah. Lol.

Mean by Taylor Swift
So this is mine and Shays song. We had like an intense addiction to listening to Taylor Swift everytime we didnt dress out and do anything in aerobics last year (which was a lot, like it was a rarity to see me dressed out... I corrupted her into it too!). So when I started listening to Mean I practically memorized it within a week and so did she and its just so much fun to sing. And its fun to aim at certain people (Such as exs). 

Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO
This is mine and Marissas song! I love her to death. Like Idk what I'd do without her. I closest to her out of my besties. Anyways... Bahahahaha! OMG! We have way to much jamming to this in the car. Like I cant listen to this song without thinking about me and Marissa fist pumping to this song. XD

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #4

Day #4 - A song that makes you sad

Bleed by Hot Chelle Rae
Dont get me wrong. Its an amazing song and I absolutely love it. But it just makes me wanna cry everytime I listen to it. And I do cry everytime I listen to it. Just watch the video. Read all the little sayings. And you'll see why I bawl when I listen to this. :.(


Tuesday, October 18, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #3

Day #3 - A song that makes you happy

I Will Follow by Chris Tomlin
I love this song!!!!!! It makes me think of church. And that makes me really happy! I love my church family! They are amazing! Especially our Pastor and our Worship Director. My church wouldn't be my church without those 2. And thanks to our worship director I've come across some really awesome songs from some pretty awesome christian artists. :)

Monday, October 17, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #2

Day #2 - Your least favorite song

Well. This one is SO EASY for me!!!! 

One Time by Justin Bieber
Ok, Seriously. I cant stand this song!!!!!!!!! I was never one to have Bieber Fever. Seriously, he sounds like a girl in this song. And in One Less Lonely Girl might I add. Yes, I have listened to Justin Bieber. When a friend of mine had a sick obsession with him and would constantly listen to Justin Bieber on the bus when she was sitting next to me. For months.... Can you see how I easily started disliking Bieber? I was forced everyday for months to listen to One Time and One Less Lonely Girl over and over. AHHHHH!!!!! I seriously went insane. Like there was a point when blasting Slipknot and Bullet For My Valentine wasnt enough to get this out of my head. Hell, even Pantera didnt work. It was ridiculous. I was forced to listen to a guy that sounded like he didnt even hit puberty yet!!!! ARGH!!!!!

Now, dont get me wrong. He's not a bad guy. And I'm slowly warming up to some of his new songs. You know, the songs where he actually has a voice that matches his age. I don't mind them. I can actually stand them. But I swear if someone were to make me listen to One Time or One Less Lonely Girl I'd probably break their I-Pod in half because I seriously cannot stand those 2 songs. Anyways, I'll stop my ranting with that.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

30-Day Song Challenge: Day #1

Day #1 - Your favorite song.

Well... This one is hard for me because as many people know I happen to have a lot of favorite songs. It's hard to pick just one. Not to mention my list of fave songs has a tendency to grow with new songs. But if I really have to choose...

God Gave Me You by Blake Shelton
 
I love my country music. I grew up on it. So it's only natural for me to have a fave song that's country (though some of my other faves are far from). I absolutely love Blake Shelton. He has an amazing voice and he is probably one of my fave male country singers. I don't know what it is with this song but I absolutely love it. Maybe its because it has meaning to me but idk. Cuz I keep going on and off with when this song has meaning to me and when it doesn't. Either way though I still love it. <3

30-Day Song Challenge

So I was just checking out other blogs and I just happened to stumble upon a music related challenge. :D So I came upon this challenge over at the blog Crow River Writer (yes the link takes you right to the challenge) and decided it was something I totally wanted to do. Seeing as, next to reading and writing, I love music. :)

Here are the details:

Day 01 – Your favorite song
Day 02 – Your least favorite song
Day 03 – A song that makes you happy
Day 04 – A song that makes you sad
Day 05 – A song that reminds you of someone
Day 06 – A song that reminds of you of somewhere
Day 07 – A song that reminds you of a certain event
Day 08 – A song that you know all the words to
Day 09 – A song that you can dance to
Day 10 – A song that makes you fall asleep
Day 11 – A song from your favorite band
Day 12 – A song from a band you hate
Day 13 – A song that is a guilty pleasure
Day 14 – A song that no one would expect you to love
Day 15 – A song that describes you
Day 16 – A song that you used to love but now hate
Day 17 – A song that you hear often on the radio
Day 18 – A song that you wish you heard on the radio
Day 19 – A song from your favorite album
Day 20 – A song that you listen to when you’re angry
Day 21 – A song that you listen to when you’re happy
Day 22 – A song that you listen to when you’re sad
Day 23 – A song that you want to play at your wedding
Day 24 – A song that you want to play at your funeral
Day 25 – A song that makes you laugh
Day 26 – A song that you can play on an instrument
Day 27 – A song that you wish you could play
Day 28 – A song that makes you feel guilty
Day 29 – A song from your childhood
Day 30 – Your favorite song at this time last year  

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

FML!

I'm so sick of never being fucking good enough for anyone. I'm sick of trying so fucking hard just to constantly be hurt or rejected or blow off. If only you guys knew half the shit that goes on in my head, half of what I'm fucking feeling all the time and maybe you'd understand. I'm never a good enough daughter, I'm never good enough to fucking date, hell I'm probably not even that good of a friend. Its not like any of this matters though. The last time anyone fucking cared about anything in my life was a while ago. I'm sick of breaking down everytime someone says something to hurt me, I'm sick of breakning down when someone says I'm not good enough. I'm sick of being the one thats always fucking getting hurt. All I've wanted for the past couple months is one thing. Just one thing... And theres always gotta be something in the way of that. Am I not allowed to be happy? Its like I'm only allowed half days of being happy.. Maybe less. Is my constant depression entertaining to all of you? Cuz I'm so sick of feeling like this all the time and it feels like no one even cares or will listen to how I feel. All everyone cares about is themselves. Nothing I ever have to say matters to anyone. :.(

Josh

Well. First of all I need to say today was amazing. You have no idea how happy I was earlier. I was so happy just laying in your arms this morning. <3

Now plz dont get mad at my ranting.

Babe, I know your gonna read this so I'm just gonna put it all out there. I love you! I've been in love with you since my Junior year. I've been here for 2 years now, even through those times you treated me like shit I still haven't given up on you. All the good times we've had in the past 2 years make me not wanna give up. So like I said over a week ago, I love you, I'm not going anywhere no matter what! Somehow we've made it through all the crap we've been put through in the past 2 damn years and we still fucking love each other. I'll be fucking damned if I give up on us now! Josh, you mean so fucking much to me its not even funny. You don't know how many times after you got hurt I just wanted to hold you and make you feel better. It killed me seeing you hurt after Megan broke up with you and it still kills me now knowing that you still have anger and pain because of her. You don't know it but I was so damn close to hurting her after she basically ripped your heart out. I may not have shown it but I was fucking pissed she hurt you. You can even ask my friends. They knew how much I hated seeing you in pain and how badly I wanted to hurt her for hurting you.

Speaking of my friends. Why dont you ask them how many fucking times I went to them upset, or angry or missing you just needing to talk about it. They see how much we want eachother Josh! Everyone fucking sees it. Its so painfully obvious its not even funny. Everyone knows we want eachother but yet they still dont understand why we're not together. I still dont understand why we're not together! I've been trying so hard to show you how much I wanna be with you and how much I'M NOT GONNA FUCKING HURT YOU over the past two years and you still dont fucking believe me. Joshua, I'm in love with you, I have been for 2 years and I probably will be for many more years to come. I get that you dont wanna get fucking hurt again but have you ever thought about me? I was fucking semi-suicidal after my last breakup. My last breakup killed something inside me. I laid in my bed for a month and a half everyday all day crying my eyes out. And it wasnt just because yet again I got dumped its the fact that I'm never good enough. Your the only one whose ever made me feel like I'm good enough. You dont try to fucking change me like everyone else has. You love me the way I am, and your the only one who ever has. I've always been good enough in your eyes you just havent given me the damn chance. I dont know what I have to do Josh to prove to you that I'm not gonna hurt you or leave you or anything but I'll keep fucking trying til I succeed.

You dont know but off and on over the past two years whether i've been in a relationship or not, theres been times when I've just broken down and cried. Because I fucking miss you, I miss what we had and it hurt me so much sometimes to think about you when you wont just fucking let me in and give me a chance. Yes Josh, I have songs that remind me of you and yes they make me happy, but sometimes when I hear them I just start crying because I want you. I've always wanted you. And when you blow me off or get mad at me for telling you I hate that we're not together even when we should be it makes it worse. I act so damn strong when I'm around you babe. I try so hard not to show how much it hurts me not being with you and i try so hard not to cry when we listen to songs that remind me of you and us. All that time I'm with you acting like I'm strong I'm just building up my pain so I can come home and cry my eyes out. Remember in August when we were at the park with Marissa and I just got up and walked away? It was because I was about to cry... It was either walk away or start crying in front of the both of you and I couldnt do that.

So Joshua, I get it. I really do. Your fucking terrified of being in a relationship again, so am I. Do you know how sick I am of being hurt myself. The things is, the 2 fucking people who are the least likely to hurt each other knowing all the crap the other has been through are the two people who arent together. UGH! Joshua I wanna fucking be with you. I'm not gonna hurt you. I dont care how many times I have to tell you that before you get it through your head and even how many times after that I will. Because I mean it. I love you Josh. Your the only person I've loved for this long and so help me god if I dont keep trying to be with you....

Just give me a chance babe. I wanna be with you. I love you.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Weekly Music Discovery [#7]

1. Arms by Christina Perri
Lyrics:
I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
You came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go
You put your arms me and I’m home

How many times will let you me change my mind and turn around?
I can’t decide if I’ll let you save my life or if I’ll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me ’cause I’m already falling
I’ll never let our love get so close
You put your arms around me and I’m home

The world is coming down on me and I can’t find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can’t make you bleed if I’m alone


You put your arms around me
and I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go…

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me ’cause I’m already falling
I’ll never let our love get so close…
You put your arms around me and I’m home…

You put your arms around me and I’m home…

[ Lyrics from http://www.songonlyrics.com/christina-perri-arms-lyrics ]

I absolutely love this song!!!!!! Its so beautiful and Christina Perri has an amazing voice. 

2. God Gave Me You by Blake Shelton 
Lyrics: 
I’ve been a walking heartache
I’ve made a mess of me
The person that I’ve been lately
Ain’t who I wanna be

But you stay here right beside me
And watch as the storm blows through
And I need you

Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you
Gave me you

There’s more here than what we’re seeing
A divine conspiracy
That you, an angel lovely
Could somehow fall for me
You’ll always be love’s great martyr
And I’ll be the flattered fool
And I need you

God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you

On my own I’m only
Half of what I could be
I can’t do without you
We are stitched together
And what love has tethered
I pray we never undo

Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you, gave me you.
He gave me you.

I've always loved Blake Shelton. He's got an amazing voice and he's always been one of my fave country singers.

3. Long Hot Summer by Keith Urban
Lyrics:
I can’t sleep
Ain’t no sleep a’coming
I’m just lying here thinking ‘bout you
I’m in deep
Falling deep into the picture in my mind of everything we’re gonna do

Over at the lake and down by the river
You can feel it start to rise
Wanna jump in my car, go wherever you are
‘Cause I need you by my side

It’s gonna be a long, hot summer, we should be together
With your feet up on the dashboard now
Singing along with the radio, it’s such a beautiful sound
And when you say my name in the middle of the day, I swear I see the stars come out
When you hold my hand in the back of my mind, just waiting on the sun to go down, the sun to go down

I wanna see your brown skin shimmer in the sun for the first time
I try to be the one who knows just what to do to you to get me that smile
One chance of meeting, you were walking by me on the street and I said hi
And that was the beginning of my heart spinnin’ like these wheels in my head tonight

It’s gonna be a long, hot summer, we should be together
With your feet up on the dashboard now
Singing along with the radio, it’s such a beautiful sound
And when you say my name in the middle of the day, I swear I see the stars come out
When you hold my hand in the back of my mind, just waiting on the sun to go down, the sun to go down

The only place that I wanna be is where you are
‘Cause anymore than a heartbeat away is just too far

It’s gonna be a long, hot summer, we should be together
All I really want is more than this moment right now
And when you say my name in the middle of the day, I swear I see the stars come out
And when you hold my hand and I look into your eyes
I swear it looks like you’re waiting for the sun to go down, the sun to go down

I swear it’s like you’re waiting for the sun to go down
Waiting on the sun to go down
Hey, yeah
Oh, I’m loving thinking ‘bout you
I cant sleep, I’m just lying here thinkin’ ‘bout you

Big Keith Urban fan and I love this song. I just recently heard it on the radio.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Weekly Music Discovery [6]

1. You Lie by The Band Perry
Lyrics:
It ain't complicated  
Well, I've grown to hate it  
I never liked the taste of crow but baby I ate it  
They tried to warn me  
They said that you were ornery  
So don't bring me those big brown eyes and tell me that you're sorry
Well you might as well throw gasoline on a fire  
The way you lie

You lie like a priceless Persian rug on a rich man's floor  
You lie like a coon dog basking in the sunshine on my porch  
You lie like a penny in the parking lot at the grocery store  
It just comes way too natural to you  
The way you lie

That ain't my perfume  
I bet she had a curfew  
You told me you were out with the boys and baby I believed you  
So why you lookin' so nervous  
You know you're gonna deserve this  
I oughta kill you right now and do the whole wide world a service  
Well my daddy's gonna straighten you out like a piece of wire, like a piece of wire  
The way you lie

You lie like the man with the slick back hair who sold me that Ford  
You lie like a pine tree in the back yard after last month's storm  
You lie like a penny in the parking lot at the grocery store  
It just comes way too natural to you  
The way you lie

Well, I'll tell you what I'm gonna do
I'm gonna drive into the big ol' muddy river  
I'm gonna park my car in the middle of the mile-long bridge  
And then I'm gonna cry well maybe just a little  
Then I'm gonna slip off the ring that you put on my finger
Give it a big ol' fling and watch it sink  
Down, down, down
There it's gonna lie  
Until the Lord comes back around

Because you lie like a priceless Persian rug on a rich man's floor  
You lie like a coon dog basking in the sunshine on my porch  
You lie like a penny in the parking lot at the grocery store  
It just comes so dang natural to you  
The way you lie  
The way you lie  
Well it's what you do, it's who you are

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/you-lie-lyrics-the-band-perry.html ]

I really like this song. Its a fun country song to sing to all those people who've lied to you. 


2. Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO
Lyrics: 
PARTY ROCK
YEA
Wooo!!!!
LETS GO!!

Party rock is in the house tonight
Everybody just have a good time
And we gonna make you lose your mind
Everybody just have a good time [X2]

We just wanna see yaa!

Shake That !

In the club party rock look up on your girl
She on my jock non stop when we in the spot
Booty move away like she on the block
What the track I gots to know
Top jeans tatto cause I’m rock and roll
Half black half white diamino
Gane the money out the door

Yoooo!!
I’m runnin through these hoes like drano
I got that devilish flow rock and roll no halo
We party rock yea! that’s the crew that I’m reppin
On the rise to the top no led in our zeppelin
Hey!!!

Party rock is in the house tonight
Everybody just have a good time
And we gonna make you lose your mind
Everybody just have a good time [X2]

We just wanna see yaa!

Shake that!

Everyday I’m shuffelin

Shuffelin shuffelin

Step up fast and be the first girl to make me throw this cash
We get money don’t be mad now stop hatein is bad

One more shot for us
Another round
Please fill up my cup
Don’t mess around
We just wanna see
You shake it now
Now you wanna be
Your naked now

Get up get down put your hands up to the sound [X3]
Put your hands up to the sound [X2]
Get up [X9]
Put your hands up to the sound
To the sound
Put your hands up !!!!!

Party rock is in the house tonight
Everybody just have a good time
And we gonna make you lose your mind
Everybody just have a good good good time

Ohhhhh!!Ohhhhhh!!!Ohhhhhh!!!Ohhh!

http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/lmfao-party-rock-anthem-lyrics.html



Jam song. I love blasting this in the car. Its so much fun to dance to. Lol.

3. Honey Bee by Blake Shelton
Lyrics:
Girl, I been thinkin' 'bout us  
And you know I ain't good at this stuff  
But these feelings piling up won't give me no rest

This might come out a little crazy  
A little sideways, yeah, maybe
I don't know how long it'll take me but I'll do my best

If you'll be my soft and sweet  
I'll be your strong and steady  
You be my glass of wine  
I'll be your shot of whiskey

You be my sunny day  
I'll be your shade tree
You be my honeysuckle  
I'll be your honey bee

Yeah, that came out a little country  
But every word was right on the money  
And I got you smilin', honey, right back at me

Now hold on 'cause I ain't done
There's more where that came from  
Well, you know I'm just havin' fun but seriously

If you'll be my Louisiana
I'll be your Mississippi  
You be my little Loretta  
I'll be your Conway Twitty

You be my sugar, baby  
I'll be your sweet iced tea  
You be my honeysuckle  
I'll be your honey bee

Your kiss just said it all  
I'm glad we had this talk
Nothin' left to do but fall in each other's arms

I could've said a, "I love you"  
Could've wrote you a line or two  
Baby, all I know to do is speak right from the heart

If you'll be my soft and sweet
I'll be your strong and steady  
You be my glass of wine
I'll be your shot of whiskey

You be my sunny day
I'll be your shade tree  
You be my honeysuckle  
I'll be your honey bee

You'll be my Louisiana
I'll be your Mississippi  
You be my little Loretta  
I'll be your Conway Twitty

You be my sugar, baby  
I'll be your sweet iced tea
You be my honeysuckle  
I'll be your honey bee
I'll be your honey bee

I've always been a fan of Blake Shelton and I just love this song. Its fun. :)

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Weekly Bible Reading [5]

Sundays Reading:
1 Corinthians & Psalm 51 - sermon at church

Fave Verses:
1 Corinthians 16:13-14: Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be courageous; be strong. Do everything in love.
All of 1 Corinthians 13

Mondays Reading:
Proverbs 1

Tuesdays Reading:
Isaiah 1

Wednesday-Saturday:
On Wednesday I found out a friend of mine died and it really hit me and some of my friends hard so we were all trying to console each other for the next few days. And last night i was dealing with something personal.

Monday, August 8, 2011

Weekly Music Discovery [5]

1. Smile by Avril Lavigne
Lyrics:
You know that I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don’t really give a shit
Ya go with it, go with it, go with it
‘Cause you’re fuckin’ crazy
Rock n’ roll

You said “hey
What’s your name?”
It took one look and
Now I’m not the same.

Yeah, you said “Hey”
And since that day,
You stole my heart and you’re the one to blame

Yeah

[chorus]
And that’s why I smile.
It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I, I smile.

Last night I blacked out, I think.
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then
Oh oh
I Woke up with a new tattoo
Your name was on me and my name was on you.
I would do it all over again

You said “hey (hey)
What’s your name?” (what’s your name?)
It took one look and
Now I’m not the same.

Yeah, you said “Hey” (hey)
And since that day, (since that day)
You stole my heart and you’re the one to blame

[chorus]
And that’s why I smile.
It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I, I smile.
The reason why,
I, I smile.

You know that I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

[chorus]
And that’s why I smile.
It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I, I smile.
The reason why,
I, I smile

Avril Lavigne Smile lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/avril-lavigne-smile-lyrics.html

I love love love this song. Its one of my fave songs like ever. Its also one of my theme songs and after all the stuff I've been through it fits me so well. I've also always been a big fan of Avril Lavigne. I love her style and how shes always changing hair or highlight colors.

2. Undisclosed Desires by Muse
Lyrics:
I know you've suffered  
But I don't want you to hide
It's cold and loveless  
I won't let you be denied

Soothing, I'll make you feel pure  
Trust me, you can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart  
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask  
I want to exorcise the demons from your past  
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You trick your lovers  
That you're wicked and divine  
You may be a sinner  
But your innocence is mine

Please me, show me how it's done  
Tease me, you are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past  
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Please me, show me how it's done  
Trust me, you are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart  
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Muse... What to say. I LOVE MUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!! They are my fave band. Like ever. I love their music so much. I love how they experiment with different styles and stuff. Its amazing. I don't know what I'd do without my Muse.

3. What The Hell by Avril Lavigne  
Lyrics:
You say that I'm messing with your head
All cause I was making out with your friend
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong
I can't stop cause I'm having too much fun

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good, but now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about

If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now
Whoa, What The Hell

So what if I go out on a million dates
You never call or listen to me anyway
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
Don't get me wrong I just need some time to play

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good, But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about

If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now
Whoa, What The Hell

Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa
Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good, but now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about

All my life I've been good, but now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about

If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now
Whoa, What The Hell

Lalalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalala

Avril Lavigne What The Hell lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/avril-lavigne-what-the-hell-lyrics.html

This is another one of my theme songs. I love just driving around in the car blasting this. It's my I don't care what you think about me song.  :D


4. The Best Damn Thing by Avril Lavigne
Lyrics:
Let me hear you say hey hey hey
Hey hey hey
Alright, now let me hear you say hey hey ho
Hey hey ho

I hate it when a guy doesn't get the door
Even though I told him yesterday and the day before
I hate it when a guy doesn't get the tab
And I have to pull my money out and that looks bad

Where are the hopes? Where are the dreams?
My Cinderella story scene?
When do you think they'll finally see?

That you're not, not, not gonna get any better
You won't, won't, won't, you won't get rid of me, never
Like it or not even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same

And yeah, yeah, yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble, I'm a hell of a scandal
Me, I'm a scene, I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

Alright, alright
Yeah

I hate it when a guy doesn't understand
Why a certain time of month I don't want to hold his hand
I hate it when they go out and we stay in
And they come home smelling like their ex-girlfriends

I found my hopes, I found my dreams
My Cinderella story scene
Now everybody's gonna see

That you're not, not, not gonna get any better
You won't, won't, won't, you won't get rid of me, never
Like it or not, even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same

And yeah, yeah, yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble, I'm a hell of a scandal
Me, I'm a scene, I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

Give me an A! Always give me what I want
Give me a V! Be very very good to me
R! Are you gonna treat me right?
I! I can put up a fight

Give me an L! Let me hear you scream loud
Let me hear you scream loud
One, two, three, four!

Where are the hopes? Where are the dreams?
My Cinderella story scene?
When do you think they'll finally see?

That you're not, not, not gonna get any better
You won't, won't, won't, you won't get rid of me, never
Like it or not, even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same

And yeah, yeah, yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble, I'm a hell of a scandal
Me, I'm a scene, I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

Let me hear you say hey hey hey
Hey hey hey
Alright, now let me hear you say hey hey ho
Hey hey ho

Hey hey hey
Hey hey hey
Hey hey hey
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/avril-lavigne-lyrics/the-best-damn-thing-lyrics.html]

I just love this song. Lol. :D

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Weekly Bible Reading [4]

Sundays Reading:
Psalm 125-128  + passages from the sermon at church (Matthew 5:13-14)

Mondays Reading:
Psalm 129-131

Tuesdays Reading:
Psalm 132-140

Fave Verse:
Psalm 139:14 - I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful. I know that full well.

Wednesdays Reading:
Psalm 141-142

Thursdays Reading:
Psalm 143-150, Luke 12-13

Fave Verses:
Psalm 145:8 - The LORD is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and rich in love.
Psalm 147:3 - He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.

Fridays Reading:
Luke 14

Saturdays Reading:
Luke 15-24


So far I have finished four books out of the bible since I started reading it again in June. They are Psalm, Proverbs, Matthew & Luke.

Friday, August 5, 2011

All About Me

I know I have an about me page but thats like a general about me, lets get into more detail. :)

  • I love music & singing
  • I wanna write a book
  • Along with singing & writing I can also act
  • I love reading books, YA (Young Adult) books are my fave, if you wanna know exactly which genres of YA I like check out my book blog
  • I have an obsession with tank tops and flip flops, its guaranteed, almost every time you see me I'll be wear those. 
  • I AM NOT obsessed with Robert Pattinson & Twilight. Seriously people, get over it. Ya, Twilights good and all but its not the only Vampire related thing out there. UGH
  • Ian Somerhalder & Nina Dobrev are two of my fave actors
  • My biggest influence in singing is Taylor Swift
  • My fave clothing brands are Abbey Dawn, Candies, Energie & Rue21. Really cute stuff people.
  • I complain about my car constantly because it hates me
  • I love my best friends to death, their like my unbiological sisters
  • I can and will turn anything you say into something dirty ;)
  • I'M NOT SHORT, I'm fun sized
  • I'm obsessed with watching The Secret Life of The American Teenager & The Vampire Diaries <3
  • McDonalds is my last resort
  • I jump at random noises (especially at night) 
  • My fave color is orange
  • I love NASCAR, the Sprint Cup Series, my fave driver #88 Dale Earnhardt Jr.
  • I dream of owning a Chevy Camaro, and I will someday
  • I'm the type of girl who will burst out laughing in dead silence at something that happened yesterday
  • Sometimes I pretend to be normal, but it gets boring so I go back to being me :)
  • I'm a lover not a fighter, but I'll fight for what I love
  • I can speak things in many different languages including English, Spanish, French & Sarcasm (believe me, I've very fluent in that last one)
  • I'm part french which is part of the reason I've always wanted to learn the language and visit France
  • J'aimerais voir la tour eiffel en personne (I'd love to see the eiffel tower in person) :D
  • I'm addicted to facebook
  • I'm also addicted to texting & my phone. I cant go anywhere without it
  • I'm a virgo
  • I love baking
  • Also, Ian Somerhalder (Damon on The Vampire Diaires), Daren Kagasoff (Ricky on The Secret Life) & Alex O'Loughlin (McGarrett on Hawaii Five-O) are hot! That is all.

My Fave Quotes
  • "Love is not finding a perfect person, but finding an imperfect person perfect."
  • "Some people blame our generation, but have they ever stopped to think who raised us?"
  • "Nobody is worth your tears, and the one who is wont make you cry."
  • "Never give up on someone you cant go a day without thinking about"
  • "Strength is nothing more than how well you hide the pain"
  • "I did not hit you... I simply high-fived your face"
  • "Silence is Golden. Duct Tape is Silver"
  • "So stick that in your juice box & suck it"
  • "You're like a drug to me. Like my own personal brand of heroine"
  • "Not all scars show, Not all wounds heal, Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels"
  • "I'm the type of girl who would wear his hoodie just because it smelled like him <3"
  • "I'm the chick you don't want to say bite me to."
  • "Faith, Hope & Love" - 1 Corinthians 13:13
  • "Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff they comfort me" - Psalm 23:4 (also my fave verse out of the bible)
  • "You should follow your instincts more often, they will never lead you wrong" - HoN